Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh so school's back in. And it's also a new school that i'm attending, a very redneck hick school, but it's better than the old trash.

I have a new beau, finally. Double T<3 He's quite the amazing

But for some reason, I've been getting real down lately and it's starting to become a burden. I have days now where I feel like i'm not good enough for truth or cliche (if you know where that is from, then you get a ). But seriously, I have way too many insecurities and I don't even need them. I feel like I can't do good enough for our Fall production play "Medusa's Tale" (which i got Medusa ), I feel like Tyler could do better than me and he's going to up and leave me, which in sort of a vise versa, he's scared that i'm going to leave him and that I could do better. But in reality, i'm perfectly content with him and it's going to stay that way for a very long time. I'm crazy about him.

Then I have school which is sorta stressing me out. I already have 5 bitches I don't like, and it's taking all that I have not to say something to them. And my ex, who i'm not going to mention, is still getting on my case with shit. He bitches me out then turns a complete 180 and pours his heart out. I'm getting quite fucking tired of it.

I need to move away from here, pronto.


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